I feel like a broken record. I hope I don’t irritate others. the enemy has come full force yet again. our unemployment didnt post. the note said that there was a problem and a letter would be coming. my husband is going to the unemployment office to see if he can find out why. He said “I dont get it, I have done everything right! I put the applications on there and showed proof.” I told him it isnt about us, it’s the enemy trying to destroy what God has done the last month in us. yet, I am human and have human emotions as well so I understand how he feels. without it, our bills are not able to be paid next month, so this is a need. however, I felt the Lord whisper “sometimes, the fire has to be turned up 7 times hotter, so when people look in, they will see I am with you. just remember, the enemy is looking in as well and he sees I am with you.” I dont even know how to ask for prayer on this. this isnt how I thought it would go. so I guess what I am asking for prayer is that God would allow us the courage to trust Him and for the ability to encourage others during this time. God already will provide. he promises. I am just human and cant understand what will happen. I am concerned, but not afraid. for a personal note, to pray that I would honor the Lord during this time, thank you. 

Jamie C.