my husband was laid off 4 weeks ago. they said they might call him back novemeber 1st. I encouraged him to still look for something, just incase. well it’s a week away and no call back yet. during this time, he hasnt looked. I take care of my elderly mother, which brings in enough for rent. he isnt depressed or upset about this job loss. he is not motivated to look anywhere yet. we just now started getting unemployment and I am not sure how it goes each week. i take care of the bills, the house, our son. he plays his games, watches tv and stays on the couch. he isnt walking with the Lord, so I pray alone, I dont have anyone who prays for me living here in this state the Lord has done wonderful things in my own walk during this time. cut my anxiety in two, shown me things I wouldnt know, but my marriage is still struggling. I even thought about getting a night job, then I would be ablet o stil homeschool and help my mom during the day. the Lord made it clear to me that I am doing what he has asked me to do and I need to trust him. yet it’s lonely in my marriage. unless he feels the need, he wont even give affection. counseling is out of the question as I have asked. The one thing I need more than anything, is prayer. Because I sense the enemy daily and knowing people are praying is what can change things. also, I can’t do much right now during the week as my school schedule and my moms appointments are a lot, but I would also like prayer on where God wants to use me in the church. I am seeking God and waiting on his response. he has given me places to donate and things like that, but I am asking for direction when it comes to bible studies, serving in the church ,etc. thank you for praying. I want to obey God in this season well and prayer would help! if someone follows up with this, I can do email. thank you.

Jaime