I need help. I don’t know where to go anymore. Its Christmas I’m all alone now. Well I have my dog, cat, and hamster. That’s all I’m around for anymore. My kids don’t want me. My own family. My health is bad and I just don’t know why God wont let me come home. My electricity gets shut off tomorrow. My fridge went out last week, and I will have to give my wheel chair back if I can pay on it. You know this is the first time in 56 years I don’t have a tree. I just don’t know a way out. Things just get worse no matter what I do. Now my backs against the wall. Can you please tell me an answer. I don’t think God hears me anymore. Please, I don’t want to die alone. But I don’t want pity, I need help. I can pay it back. – Audrey Derby