You must keep doing the next right thing. Get a support group of women in recovery, go to meetings, get into a recovery house, NEVER miss a visit no matter what, find a job, complete all required stuff they want you to do even if they add more, ask for help when you need it, stay away from old friends/places you used to hang out/make sure your around “safe” people, call for support when you need it or feel weak, call me if you need to I too have been there done that. 541-606-5847